Maging Youtuber daw

Maging Youtuber? Hmmm...

My super lodi youtuber, Anne Clutz.. spend most of my preggy leisure time watching her vlogs and tutorials vids. I happened to made my sister and my Babee follow her videos! 😂😂 I wanted to do some vlog as well, specially now that I'm entering a new chapter of my life, not MY but OUR Life, to be a wife and a working mother. How I wish I could spare some time each week for a decent vlog, and maybe start with my own collection as well. What I'm really after is to document important experiences and memories being a mother and having a family. 😗

#4 Letters to my Husband

Letters to my husband,

Couldn't tell you enough how much i appreciate every second that you are with me. From our morning walks to our hospital visits, in our silly stairs marathon at the mall (para makaexcercise lang jud😁),for making a great effort to make me feel comfrtable in every way.

Love love from us ni baby

After the Doctor's visit, at Gaisano City for a juicy snack.

My little one's taking her time

November 14, 2017

It has been a week now, since my parents together with my husband (insert heart2x emoticon) left me here in CDO, in my aunt’s place since early signs of labor started showing up: the spotting, the gushed of watery thing/fluid and the slight contractions at night. However it has been exactly a week now, but my little angel is not yet ready to see the world. Nevertheless, I am truly blessed and thankful the baby’s safe and healthy after the series of examination with my Doctor last week.

Anthon is here with me finally. I was dying to see him the second he left for medina the same night we arrived here in CDO. I asked him to have his paternity leave already, (more like pleaded btw), even if I don’t still have those intense and regular contractions, but I couldn’t take it anymore, I need him now, especially that I have appointments to my doctor every now and then. The truth is I really miss him, and the baby misses her father too. (ehehe). I just hope and pray my little one would come out before anthon’s leave already runs out. I couldn’t imagine having my labor and deliver our baby without him waiting outside the hospital’s double doors.

Tomorrow, we’re gonna head out early to the hospital, to have my check and monitor the baby. We love you so much baby Krianne Antoinette Z. Nakila. Mama and papa are very excited to see you and show you the world.

Kris,

The Pensieve

October 10, 2017

Hello the Pensive,

It has been a while indeed. Too much procrastination had passed, but some things went to where they’re supposed to go, I guess.

Two years had passed, and guess what?? that examination went pretty well, thank you to my mother’s decision. Mothers’ knows best they say. That examination landed me to my permanent job. . . . and placed me in my hometown for good. And wait there’s more! I’m married, and expecting a beautiful baby girl in the following weeks. How convenient and awesome is that. Too many events happened, most of them came in a surprise, and for that I would be forever grateful and blessed.

For a note, the keys of my laptop are no longer awkward. And so is my new residence right now. I got married last june, and everything went very fast, it was like a rollercoaster for me. The revelation, the pamalae thing, those raging and crying moments when you’re partner was too drunk to come on time on your seminar (marriage purposes), the tornado planning and preparation for the wedding, all those vomiting and weird feelings because you’re in your first trimester, all the disappointments and misunderstading, the BIG WEDDING DAY, the first two nights as Mrs. Nakila, then the “back-to-reality thing” because classes has begun. And I have to work hard, and double time everything. I have come to the point where adjusting and understanding even if you really don’t, is absolutely mandatory. Welcome to married life, and yes of course, welcome to being a WIFE...and a MOTHER.

My baby’s telling me to write again. And I have started a chapter of letters. Hopefully I would have the time to write it once or thrice a week, now the baby is coming. It’s not an e journal, but I am very happy I have come across with my old pensive here, though with only 4 entries. Till we meet again then.

Kris,

The Pensieve

Still random thoughts two years ago...it's shallow but the feeling reading this after two years is quite overwhelming. God has a plan for each of us indeed.

February 18, 2015

I’m just free writing here, getting familiar with the keys. And it’s been a while, the last time and typed something. Of course that would be nonsense things, usually shallow thoughts and confused emotions.

The keys are generously arrange with quite a space, typing is a little bit awkward for me.

I realized how boring as a person i am. I don’t have any hobbies and skill that i am proud of.

Whenever I plan things, it just won’t work out. Or when I vocalize my plans everything just won’t go to what i expect it to be. I’ll keep my plans to myself then.

Kris,

February 26, 2015

I’m home. I can hear birds chirping, and a sudden noise of vehicles passing in our not so busy road. Home for the exam, an exam I did not even prepared for even if I have all the time to do so. Procrastination, indeed.

Kris,

The Pensieve

Random thoughts from the past.
Here's one, two years ago...

February 17, 2015

Right now I’m in a verge of nothingness. I’m technically pointless and useless. I got the laptop but I lost my job. I lost it because I resigned. Again. How convenient was it for me to immediately resigned when I’m having trouble handling my student, who thinks I’m insufficient and not knowledgeable enough. Complications are piling up. Not to mention a ton of explanation I need to draft, and questionable amount I need to save. Bills are also coming, and they’re coming fast.

I’m lenient and lazy and complains a lot. Not to mention selfish. I close each door that was opened for me and reopen for me. And now I’m asking for another door to open. I’m just plain stupid. I’m jobless and penniless. Did not even save a single centavo.

Kris,

Beautiful in yellow

Yellow was never my color. But I do have to admit, somehow this sunshine off-shoulder top nailed it.