The Pensieve

October 10, 2017

Hello the Pensive,

It has been a while indeed. Too much procrastination had passed, but some things went to where they’re supposed to go, I guess.

Two years had passed, and guess what?? that examination went pretty well, thank you to my mother’s decision. Mothers’ knows best they say. That examination landed me to my permanent job. . . . and placed me in my hometown for good. And wait there’s more! I’m married, and expecting a beautiful baby girl in the following weeks. How convenient and awesome is that. Too many events happened, most of them came in a surprise, and for that I would be forever grateful and blessed.

For a note, the keys of my laptop are no longer awkward. And so is my new residence right now. I got married last june, and everything went very fast, it was like a rollercoaster for me. The revelation, the pamalae thing, those raging and crying moments when you’re partner was too drunk to come on time on your seminar (marriage purposes), the tornado planning and preparation for the wedding, all those vomiting and weird feelings because you’re in your first trimester, all the disappointments and misunderstading, the BIG WEDDING DAY, the first two nights as Mrs. Nakila, then the “back-to-reality thing” because classes has begun. And I have to work hard, and double time everything. I have come to the point where adjusting and understanding even if you really don’t, is absolutely mandatory. Welcome to married life, and yes of course, welcome to being a WIFE...and a MOTHER.

My baby’s telling me to write again. And I have started a chapter of letters. Hopefully I would have the time to write it once or thrice a week, now the baby is coming. It’s not an e journal, but I am very happy I have come across with my old pensive here, though with only 4 entries. Till we meet again then.

Kris,